MY LIFE.....

WEDNESDAY, 27 APRIL 2016.

WOW...I SAY WOW... WHY??

This is the the day that  I turn to be 33. The age that Jesus Christ lived on earth. But, my life is so far from Christ's life. So hard to be like Him..I'm not as perfect Him. Coz I'm a sinner...Yes I am.

This year, I also will celebrate my Wedding Anniversary...next May...the 6th year..and without any kids in my family..only me n my husband.... since my miscarriage in 2014..when my pregnancy was almost 4 months...that's was the most terrified and the saddest moment in my life...lost my baby......

I think that was the end of my life.....but I believe that God knows my strength, He knows what I feel...though till now...I am not pregnant...maybe God still wants to see how patient I am and my husband....

Every month I check to my doctor...and the result is always the same....sometimes I want to be give up...give up and surrender,,,,,but my friends always strengthen me n support me......and I know that my life is still loooonnnggg....if...if....my life is short...I could feel how comfortable the heaven is.....if..if...still long....I can give my best for Him....to people around me....as a teacher...I am happy to be with my students..they are my happiness when I have problems... I can laugh with them....n forget all of my troubles n problems... Thanx Jesus .,.....I am a techer..just like You are..You are the teacher.,.....

Being 33, is so hard....I have to be more mature, more responsible, wiser, n.......It's the challenge.....hope I can run my "LIFE" life must go on......let's become A CANDLE n SERVANT.........